in 2010, i am going to start asking my ladyfriends who draaaaag me out:

“will there be at least ONE single, straight male?”

seriously. 

i am. i do it now {sometimes} kidding around, but im going to start meaning it. and to my lady friends who read this: do not invite me if there isnt a boy. and also, please make sure he does not work in finance. i need a creative type. bonus points if he is artistically/musically inclined. and smart, too. but no finance. strongly against it.

okay. thanks.

Many of us run from guru to guru to guru. But finding the light that is uniquely us takes patience. And being kind to ourselves. Fulfillment doesn’t happen in an instant. It’s a slow burn.

Today, stop rushing through your spiritual search. Take a moment to breathe. God is here, right now. You have everything you need.

i am okay. i am okay. breathe. i will be okay. i will be okay. breathe.

ive been having some trouble sleeping lately. i dont know what it is. anxious thoughts, stuffy nose, clogged head. i need to rid it, shed it, breathe happily and without negativity. ive been trying breathing exercises, but believe it or not, my thoughts are too scattered to even let me concentrate without draining me.

everything piles up. everything comes back in dream form. it wont leave me alone. all these stessors, all this tension. i am learning what i need to do, and what i need to do away with. 2010, im coming for you. stripping my soul, cleansing, detoxing and starting anew. i hope youre ready, because my mind is ready for a good sleep.

my dream home. 

william seward burroughs & kurt cobain.

so much beauty.

all of these give me ultimate hope and inspiration. 

what did you create today?

{i created: a conga line in the parking lot of associated supermarkets when grabbing lunch with all my co-workers. it was so ridiculous, but so much fun!}

i am mainly posting this, because accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you is SO SO SO comforting. especially from individuals who you arent sure about. new friends/co-workers/friends of friends, etc. i adore that feeling. which is why i try and say as much good as i can about someone. if they hear, mazel tov, if they dont, i will tell them directly at some point. karma is a boomerang.